So I had to go and sabotage it all by pathetically giving into my hormonal urges and having the most inappropriate weekend fling I could have possibly considered and in the process alienating virtually all my new friends....and jeopardizing the unviolated sanctity of my lovely little home.....howzat !
Living in a small town means the bush telegraph is on everything you do within minutes and transforming every detail via the power of Chinese whispers......as if it wasn't bad enough already...and I foolishly thought he was a good option in the sense of it would be a one off-understood by both parties..a complete non starter and no one need ever know...he has shouted it to the world..........it has taken me four feckin days to get him out of me house..he rings me every hour....he is not going to give up easy....shit shit shit. Now what ?..Guess Brazil may have to happen sooner rather than later....When will I ever just stop and think...