So I had to go and sabotage it all by pathetically giving into my hormonal urges and having the most inappropriate weekend fling I could have possibly considered and in the process alienating virtually all my new friends....and jeopardizing the unviolated sanctity of my lovely little home.....howzat !
Living in a small town means the bush telegraph is on everything you do within minutes and transforming every detail via the power of Chinese whispers......as if it wasn't bad enough already...and I foolishly thought he was a good option in the sense of it would be a one off-understood by both parties..a complete non starter and no one need ever know...he has shouted it to the world..........it has taken me four feckin days to get him out of me house..he rings me every hour....he is not going to give up easy....shit shit shit. Now what ?..Guess Brazil may have to happen sooner rather than later....When will I ever just stop and think...
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thewiseone
- 2008-03-18 @ 18:15:11
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funkdifino
Pro - 2008-03-19 @ 19:03:27
I suppose the wisest are those who have made the most mistakes and learned from them......Thanks for your comment...would you like to be the father ?
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you need to get yourself a thicker skin girl...how come he can shout about it and boast that he got laid...ha1 tell him in no uncertain terms that if he does not shut his trap the whole town will hear about how inadiquate he was and how he cried like a babe when he could not step up to the plate so to sdpeak...he will soon shut up trust me...and as for the rest of them they will all be at it like bunnies ...people in glass houses and all that..so dont hide and hold yer head up girl.....dont let the bastards grind you down...
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funkdifino
Pro
- 2008-03-19 @ 19:10:00
Thankyou ! My therapist made me feel better by suggesting that if you're going to have a futile fling, might as well choose the most inappropriate possible.....and it really really was....bless him he means no harm telling people, he's actually all loved up... he is semi feral really, barely housetrained with very poor impulse control, and an alcoholic to boot.......I am more worried he will hurt himself as he took my rejection yesterday incredibly badly...I feel more worried about that....
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Intereesting though to see how your near depression of not so long ago: "never can I be with another man" has nearly gone, and now you seem to be facing a more getting yourself into unpleasent situations. It sounds much more healthy than your blogs only a month ago
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funkdifino
Pro
- 2008-03-19 @ 19:20:03
This is true...at least I haven't thought about my ex at all.....dunno about healthy though..
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- 2008-03-18 @ 19:01:40
If you can't fix it, bypass it.
Brazil … it's only a state of mind.-
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funkdifino
Pro
- 2008-03-19 @ 19:21:35
Yeah ...or run away.........x
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frankofyle
- 2008-03-20 @ 18:42:36
Tricky. My suggestion is, not that I'm an expert in such matters, try to think of this as you will in five years time. And do you really, really, give a damn what the the big gobs think? Nah. Me neither.
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frankofyle
- 2008-03-20 @ 18:45:15
Er, apologies. Just having my soiree scotch aperitif. Suddenly I'm an expert at everything.
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funkdifino
Pro
- 2008-03-22 @ 20:46:00
I care less by the day...
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Hi, just read your latest entry, im very new to this,first timer just looking around, but i know how you feel, been there done that what a mess, girl in the flat above me had a baby 7mths ago and i dont know if its mine ( dont think she does either)!.Not a very wise move from the wise one, hope your ok,best wishes, Mick.